Lone_Wolf

Malem ini kacaw… Maen DOTA di lab kampus sampe jam setengah 3 pagi 19 April 2007, padahal mulainya maghrib 18 Apr 2007….

Maen 5 ronde, non stop… Pas mau pulang anak2 malah gak enak gangguin satpam yang jaga pager, hehehe…. Ya udah nih malem ampe pagi bakal jadi penunggu Lab komputer nih….

Lemes sigh, mata pedih, tapi kok gw sendiri males tidur ya? Mungkin karena penyakit insomnia gw makanya gw sendiri kagak ngantuk… Wew….

Ntah nih mo lanjut DOTA lagi apa mo internetan aja.. bingun…

(updated)

Akhirnya gw malah chat sama EL ampe jam setengah 5 pagi….

Sleepy abiz sigh, tapi waktu itu gw sendiri yang masih sadar.. Yagh chatting mekipun mata gw ngantuk.. N berat… Penasaran n iseng mo tau situasi n keadaan disana…  Kind a weird to know she babysit there… Just never guess it…

Dari 8 orang gw sendiri yang wake up……

Chat sampe jam setengah 5…. Ngantuk… Meskipun sambil dengerin lagu… Tapi lagunya juga lagu santai, mungkin karena itu gw tetep ngantuk juga sigh (Slow Country by Gorillaz)….. Akhirnya gw KO jam setengah 5 … N tiba-tiba dibangunin jam 5…. Pulang… Cuma tidur setengah jam…. Ngantuk.. Sampe rumah… Tidur… Bangun jam setengah 12.. Wew

Hmmm… I understand myself better I guess this time…

Yesterday I post blog about how lazy I am lately, this morning, I clean up  my room… Trying to wake up  sooner… Alas some of it have been fixed…

It’s just I become realized whenever my bad habit has been exposed to people, I just wanna change myself right away to deny it… Hehe… Even thought it was a confession… Maybe sometimes I’ll try it again… Coz not now I can tell all of my secret……..

I don’t know what happened to me…. lately..

i just feel that I become lazier from time to time… Compare myself at present and myself at high school, there’s big different…. At high school I was so agile… Zealous….. And now I’m so…. Such a lazy bones…..

At the high I like to walk fastly enough that some of my friends sometimes need to a little bit run, to walk next to me… Now.. I always walk slowly… lot of boring things in my head… Nothing can makes me feel energetic… I only want to sleep…..

Moreover, after I got my own motorcycle…. It’s make me even more lazier to wake up… Before I got my bike.. I always gone to college half an hour before the class started, because I need about 20 minutes to go to my university…. And now, I prefer to go 10 minutes before the class started and I wakes up more late before I got my bike….

Now… My room is really mess… feel so lazy to tidy it up…. Different when I first come to my boarding house alas twice a month or every sunday I will clean my room, now it’s been half year (I guess) I haven’t clean up my room……

Even to get a girl I feel so lazy…. (A friend of mine said desperate) I think for what I got a girl, what will I do after I got a girl… What for???  Boring…..

Can someone support / encourage me to get my old-self???? I miss me being myself at the past… But I feel no spirit to return, only imagine….. Sigh…..

I think now is my lowest point of my life……. So screw………

2 April 2007

Kacaw dah nih hari…

Hari Jum’at kemaren harusnya gw ujian Akutansi Pengantar 2.. Tapi gw salah jadual n malah gak ujian… Ancur banget dah waktu hari sabtunya gw nyadar klo gw kelewatan ujian….

Ntah bakal kyak mana nilai gw nanti, mana waktu gw  minta ujian susulan gak dapet lagi… Hu’uh…. Bingung gw gw ini kuliah udah kacaw.. Orang paling cepet kelar kuliah sekitar 3,5 tahun.. Tapi klo gw itung2, gw ini bakal kelar kuliah paling cepet 4,5 tahun… But, be’coz kejadian ini gw bakal paling cepet lulus kuliah ntah kapan..

Nih hari juga gw kena denda di perpus 44000rb karena telat balikin 2 buku hampir sebulan… Dengan denda 1000/buku/hari bikin gw tekor abis… Sekarang tinggal uang makan kli gw punyanya… Huh!!! Yagh kecuali… Gw makan kyak akhir bulan kemaren ***************